http://changingshape.livejournal.com/ i just want to be me - LiveJournal.com Sun, 31 Aug 2008 04:03:42 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com changingshape 13600887 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/65070528/13600887 http://changingshape.livejournal.com/ 100 85 http://changingshape.livejournal.com/18716.html Sun, 31 Aug 2008 04:03:42 GMT http://changingshape.livejournal.com/18716.html oh shit, i forgot to mention, i've totally been on t for 6 months now. woo!! it's still hard as fuck to self-inject, but i get it done. well, except the two times i had moe do it for me. it made it a lot harder to do yesterday because the two times before that i didn't have to do it. so, i've decided i can't let someone else inject me anymore. i need to force myself to do it <b>every time</b> so i get better at it and don't rely on others to help me. last night i decided i "couldn't do it" but there was no one around who could. and guess what, i <b>did</b> do it. because i can do it, even when it takes me five million hours to realize that i am physically able to put a needle in my leg. http://changingshape.livejournal.com/18716.html happy public 4